Hej, Hallo, and Hi,
After a long weekend of speaking swedish, english and german I am finally home, in my own bed. It is a bittersweet feeling being home. This vacation was probably one of the coolest, most amazing vacations I have ever had. I met some amazing people while I was there and specific person who I will talk about later. I got to spend the last few days on a drunken voyage with my best friend. At first we only wanted to relax and enjoy the city but that quickly changed when we had our first sip of alcohol. We didn't expect the 72 hour rage of drinking that occurred. We spent the first day walking all over the city and trying to see as much as possible in our time frame. We then met up with a girl I knew in Stockholm and her friends for drinks later that evening. The thing is, this just wasn't any girl, this was the girl from my previous post ,,The Mysterious Girl From Sweden''. That's right, after so many months we finally met. I bet you are wondering how it went, well, it couldn't of gone any better. I have never had such an amazing time with a woman as I did with her. Everything about her was everything I wanted and more. It was as if I won the lotto or something. Let me tell you about my little Prinsessa. The night we met was filled with excitement and of course drinks. We danced, we laughed, we talked and most of all we bonded. The night ended with her staying at my place and was filled with a long night of just cuddling. Couldn't of been more perfect. We woke up and hung out for a couple of hours with her and her friends. My best friend was a bit K.O. from the night before so he sat this day out. Sooner or later she went home and I tried to figure out what I was gonna do with my day. Well in the end I ended up driving outside the city to her house, where I ,,luckily'' got to meet her father and we spent the day just laying in bed and talking and talking and talking. It was so nice to finally be with someone where I could talk and feel comfortable and have her talk to me. I am a man of communication and finally I have someone in my life who wants to talk to me about feelings and life and everything. I ended up sooner or later going back home and we were gonna all meet up later for dinner. At first she was too tired and wasn't gonna come, which really upset me, more than I ever expected but she finally came. Well, we all started drinking and after a few clubs, laughs and funny stories we ended up hopping into a taxi, which cost 100€ by the way! A nice cold walk home and I was back in her bed with her in my arms. Let me tell you, it does not matter how drunk you are, the feeling of having someone you care about in your arms is unbeatable. I have never enjoyed a night so much like I did with her. I mean honestly, that's when I realized that I was head over heels for a woman who doesn't even live in my country. I don't care though and that's the scary part. We came home on sunday and I decided it'd be a great idea to continue being drunk and get shit faced with half a liter of vodka. This is when I realized a lot about myself and her. This girl is obsessed with her phone and knew that it bothers me and didn't touch her phone ONCE! She knows I don't like smoking and didn't smoke! As I was too drunk to even by food she bought the food for me and sat next to me and didn't leave. What woman does something like that for a guy she just met? I don't why she did but I am so damn thankful. Well I spent sunday night away from her and it was a lonely night to say the least. She wanted to meet today to talk about ,,us'' and where we are going to go now. After an hour of talking we came to a conclusion and I couldn't be happier, ok well I could be happier if I could see her more. Long distance is always a challenge but not impossible. This girl is everything I want. I couldn't want more. I am hoping and praying that this is the one because she is just that damn amazing. I am begging what ever god who takes care of that shit, to make this work for me. She is so beautiful, and funny, and cute and unique. She will be a great mother and a great wife one day and I hope I am lucky enough to be blessed with such a beautiful soul. The next steps will be a tough set of steps but as my father always told me the best things in life come at a price. I will do whatever it takes to make this work. I don't want to lose her. My ex ruined me and confused me. I learned a lot about myself but I still have the fear of getting hurt. Josefine is still young and still makes mistakes. I hope she doesn't hurt me and I hope that she can fix the few problems and make them better. I hope I can help her with that process too. My biggest fear with her is that she will cheat or lie or leave me. It always happens to me, but I guess time will tell. Tonight sucks and I would do anything to relive this weekend over and over and get to be with her but unfortunately it is what it is. I am done rambling for tonight. Thanks if you took the time to listen!
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| This girl here <3 |
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