Berlin, den 20. Oktober
My life is like a roller coaster right now. I never know if I am in a good mood or bad mood. I guess this is what comes with a big break up? Well, I made use of my day yesterday and hung out at a friends house for about 8 hours and just talked about things and played with her pet rabbit, which is quite the cutest little thing! I have learned that as long as I keep my mind off things and avoid being home, that I can get by pretty well. It is once I get home and settle in and look around and see her stuff laying around, that's when things become rough for me. I still haven't lost hope in us though. I don't think I will either. Not anytime soon at least. Whatever. I need to live my life for me and if she wants me she'll come get me. In the meantime, getting by on the daily grind. I realized that I have minimal friends here, maybe a total of 2 or 3 that I can call at any time and they'll be there for me. I decided that I need to start cooking again, so you guys might see some blogs about food. IF you don't mind! In other news, I am almost at 1.000 views! Amazing! I never thought so many people would actually be interested in my posts. Kind've makes me feel better and lets me know there are people that care about me. I thank you all for the support to write. I actually used to hate writing but over the years I have became more and more fond of it. If there is anything you guys would like to see me write about then write it in the comments below. I don't know what to do about her anymore. A part of me is telling me not to go but a part of me is. I can't sit here and wait for her to come to her senses and realize how important she is to me, or can I? Well some food for thought. Have a wonderful evening or day for my American friends!
mit freundlichen Grüßen,
Cory
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